I’m so sorry
Maria. I did
not meant it to
happen like it did.
But life in the
city was strange and
complicated.
And I feared that Spoon
River would make
me feel trapped and bored.
I was far from
bored in the city,
even before
Rachel LeDoux found
me. But once I
was with her, I was
trapped anyway,
and I knew that I
could never be
good enough for you
again. I’m so
ashamed, Maria.
You deserved so
much better than me.